Sadness

Today was a busy day, not like working or cleaning, but just being out. Ms. Kim and I went to do a visit in the hospital, then we went to the funeral home to be with Gabby. The thoughts that went through my head as I was out. First being at the hospital makes me thank God for not being sick, and then being at the funeral home, well just so much goes through my mind at that place. I think that's the hardest place to go to. There is so much sadness, so much pain. I didn't know what to tell the family, or even Gabby. At that moment, as Ms. Kim said, the best thing to do is to just listen. We're not promised tomorrow. We could be gone as we're reading this. As I have said before, my heart has been so heavy with thoughts of lost loved ones. That could of been my family at that funeral home, have I done all that I could to win all my family to the Lord? We need to do our best to tell as many people as we can that the yearning that they have inside is that of the need of Saviour. Isn't it wonderful that we know him? But are we doing our part? As I was talking to Gabby she told me, "I never thought that this could happen in my family." And she's right. It could be any of us. Keep praying that the Lord use us all in mighty ways, but for His honor and glory. You guys are in my thoughts and prayers always.